Edit from 12/22: I was manic as shit when I wrote this, what a fcuking spaz
You hit me in unexpected ways with them deep noises in the beginning. Tell me why I rolled my eyes at the intro, but damned if I wasn't in the middle of song writing, got a little inkling, did my quick pop-off and then was about to get right back to writing when I realized this script hit me exactly as intended.
I feel no guilt or shame in this moment. But something deeper. More primal. An indignation as the clarity sinks in. I truly am no better than any man on this Earth. I tell myself this all the time. I try my damnedest to stay humble on this little marble we spinnin' on. I have no place rolling my eyes at any script in the world.
I'm thankful newgrounds leaves the file where I left it, so when I come back I can check out the rest of it.
My life led me here in to this moment. I don't know if that's strange, normal, or somewhere else entirely. I hope your moments are pleasant, Miss Bunni. Thank's for the easy O, that's a W for you. And to the script writer, an unsettling realization that there were three people involved in this one tonight, and that's how it is every time I use porn and I just never realized it. And that's a revaluation I feel I could write a song about. Taking a moment to think of the sound mixers and lighting people and script writers and animators and actors and voice actors and directors that were all very real people doing very specific things to get a specific result from people like me, and the way each of those moments would shape me as a person going forward from them.
I feel like this got weird, but I'm about to go to bed and I don't want to lose this train of thought to the Sandman. Hope I said something helpful in all that. I am trying to come at this from a place of, "You are showing support, don't be weird about it" but feel I do a bad job of both sometimes. Too rambley. I can edit the review in the future, so fuck it. Come to think of it, I'll have to since I stopped it at just past 1/3 through. I hope you sleep and wake well on this and every day. Thank you for your performance. Coulda just said that. Now I got inspiration for a 9th or 10th song and I'm still tryin to get the 4th finished. Why is art so weird?